Saturday, February 20, 2010

tied up with string

SOME THINGS I HAVE A PENCHANT FOR:

1. red shoes.
2. red nail polish.
3. extremely strong coffee.
4. dark chocolate.
5. french butter.
6. sea salt.
7. andy.
8. garlands.
9. cubbies.
10. old card catalogs.
11. old mason jars.
12. old office supplies.
13. harriet the spy.
14. making lists.
15. trees.
16. walking.






Here's to a weekend of favorite things, whatever they may be.

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Friday, February 19, 2010

growth


I thought of making this a wordless post, allowing the reader to take away whatever intrepretations/metaphors  s/he saw fit. But looking at the published post, it just seemed so...empty. So I thought I'd explain a little of what the above image signifies to me.

I was at yoga this evening when this picture, taken in March 2007, popped into my head. All at once, I realized I needed to post today, and that this image would serve as my inspiration. Moving into standing seperate leg stretching pose, I thought about how growth often starts so small that most of us don't even realize it's happening. For instance, that tiny bit of green above - those seedlings may seem insignificant, but they contain such immense potential, and so much mystery.  They might become fragrant flowers or giant oak trees, heriloom tomatoes or four-leaf clovers. (Yes, one of those is the correct answer. And yes, I do realize Emerson said it better. Or at least more poetically.) Couple that with the fact that they're emerging from dirt, the initial evidence of a largely invisible process, and, well - it's pure magic.

Touching my forehead to the ground in that hot, sweaty room tonight, it occurred to me that humans are much the same way. When I started yoga, I couldn't even touch my toes. Now, a little over a year-and-a-half later, I can grab under my heels, feet together, without bending my legs. I wouldn't exactly say I'm back-bending with the best of them, but I'm back-bending. Regularly. And it's happened without me having to think about it - an invisible process, taken one millimeter at a time, that has transformed my life. I just keep showing up.

I could go on writing. But the words aren't coming all that easily, and I think the nub and crux of what's on my mind is here. For now, though, it's time to let my subconscious do the processing, see what gets generated (germinated?). Especially since that last line in the above paragraph, "keep showing up," has got my brain spinning in an entirely new direction.....

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

garden, harbor, holy place


Look in the tan beam to the far right, about halfway down, and you'll notice a tiny grey speck - the Earth, as photographed by Voyager I in 1990. Below, some of what Carl Sagan had to say about this "Pale Blue Dot."

"Look again at that dot. That's here, that's home, that's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every 'superstar,' every 'supreme leader,' every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there – on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam."

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

bikram for the blog

Yep, it's been over two months since I've posted. Apparently that's how I operate as far as the blog is concerned. Go somewhere, post every week or so, then quit entirely until the muse strikes again or I travel somewhere else.

As it happens, I don't really care for that system. So I've decided to issue myself a blogging challenge: 30 posts in 30 days. That means a post a day for (you guessed it) 30 consecutive days. That's the only ground rule; what I post is entirely up to me.

This idea stems, of course, from the infamous Bikram Yoga Challenge. Seeing as I've successfully completed two of those in the past year, I figure I should be able to handle a little "Bikram for the blog."

Also, I've had several people tell me they've missed reading my blog. Since a few of those people are not even related to me, I started to think that I may have a good thing going here. Why not devote a bit more energy to it, at least for a little while? (Plus, I'm giving up T.V. for Lent, so I anticipate having some extra time on my hands.)

We'll see what my messy mind has to offer. I make no promises, other than it will be something. Every day. For thirty days. So, uh...Bon voyage! I guess. And, uh...enjoy the ride! Yeah, that. Etc, etc....CHEERS!

[Introduction down, 30 days to go....]